Ofw Christmas be Like...

It's been a while since my last blog... anyway's been busy for helping out other department coz they are lack of manpower... It's been tough and very challenging year for our hotel this year due to rebranding process... But, thats the only part of being a Hotelier...

Ok, going back to my Title...

The saddest part of being an ofw is spending special occasions like Christmas "Alone"...
This is my 2nd solo Christmas here in abroad... and it really break my heart... I'm only good in pretending that I am ok... that I am strong... but, deep inside my heart it feels that it tearing a part especially when my son always say that, 'mommy please come back home on christmas'... And yes, this is my 13th year na hindi nag christmas sa pinas... sabi nila ibang iba ang pasko satin, oo totoo iba talaga mas masaya... Hindi ko alam bakit sa tagal tagal na hindi ako nagpapasko satin, ngaun lang ako tinablan ng homesick... ngaun lang ako nalungkot ng sobra...

Oo nga maibibigay mo ang lahat ng gusto ng mahal mo sa buhay... tama na yung makita mo silang masaya... at tama na yung isipin nila na ok ka...tama na yung isipin nila na matatag ka... yun naman ang dapat eh... ang hwag silang mag alala seo... kaya nga pag nagkakasakit ako dto, hindi ko na lang sinasabi kasi wala naman silang magagawa eh... kaya mabuti pang alagaan mo na lang sarili mo mabuti... kasi walang mag aalaga at dadamay seo kundi sarili mo...

Ok lang yan... yan ang laging sinasambit ng ofw na tulad ko... kaya ngaung pasko, 'ok lang yan, mag work work work na lang'... even in sadness time, keep smiling and keep going! Fight fight fight! Para sa future... 😊

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